Busy

I'm back!! I know it has been well over a month since I last posted. Last time I wrote I promised how I wouldn't leave you all again. Whoops! Sorry about that! I swear I had every intention to write weekly but time has escaped me!

Life has been BUSY. I remember after I had first had Annabelle I craved busyness and activity. The more stuff I had to focus on the less I thought about her and all the sadness that went with it. While I wanted life to be hectic at this time I quickly learned that a) being busy didn't really fix anything and b) no one lets you be busy at the beginning of your grief as they all give you space and time. Due to this I did the only thing I could at the time; I jumped on my grief train and started my ride.

It has now been six months since Annabelle was born and I started my journey. While I am still on the train it has changed significantly in the past month. The train is now full with much more life and happiness. Currently I am happy in this spot. Yes, things are crazy hectic but in a good way. I think of my little girl every day but am also looking forward to the future and what is has to hold for myself and my family.

I am aware that this happiness will be woven with moments of sadness, fear, anxiety and many other emotions but currently the happy is all I am focusing on. I have some things coming up that I am looking forward to sharing with you over the next few weeks. For now I will leave you all with a bit of happiness just in case maybe at this moment you could use some. CLICK FOR HAPPY